just came back from malaysia,and i guess i dun feel happy either.i have been thinking of her every single night and crying and look at our we have send for the past 10 months,

in malaysia we had bbq, even though all my relatives were having fun but not for me,i just have to use a smile to cover everything,if hurts alot.it has been the 4 days you left me already and i cant stop calling you baby, ying and other names i used to call you.i reLLY DO MISS YOU ALOT.

yesterday i watched alvin and the chipmunks in malaysia,it was very nice but tthere was one part that i suddenly just think of you and trying to hold back my tears.yesterday night, all the memories came back and i know that i was a jerk all a long, but now its over.if there is a time machine i would used it to go back to our times that we spend together happyily,i miss you alot.






i really miss you alot baby,after the broke up i guess i will not be able to get into a serious relationship anymore.even thought its just a short 1 month and 17 days but i will remember everything you've done for me.
i miss you ad yearning for you

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when you are with a person , everything sems so real and lovely and etc.
but when it breaks it seems like its all a lie and the pain is with you for a long time maybe months?years? or as long as possible.i'm with with my angie anymore.


what i did to you i know i'm in the wrong, i've apologies so many times but its no use,i'm feeling empty now, really empty, it feels like there is a knife just stabbing inside your heart and it hurts.i dunno how are you feeling?hope you are alright

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i know it has ben very very long since i've blog the stupid blog of mine, sometime i feel like deleting this blog , but something is stopping me from doing it.this few week have been very very rough from me, have to handle my relationshipw tih angie and my soccer training, now talk about mine soccer first,during training , clement kept asking us run around our school for 10 rounds , 15, 20 rounds within a certain timing.there was one day which we went to east coact to run and after that we went to the cage and play.when we were playing, navin accidentally step on my foot so till now i still cant kick the ball as hard as last time, and i dun want that to happen.i want my leg to recover very fast, today's game we challenge again broadrick sec and we won 8-3, i miss a couple of chances since my leg hasn't fully recovered yet .

dun talk about my soccer le , now lets talk about my relationship bah ?qaurrel with angie for the past few week and now i regret saying those stuffs to her, and now i am the one suffering, it affect me, my soccer and my mood everyday.I used to go out with my mei and telling her , but theres one day which i went out with zee without telling her and she is angry with me and maybe till now she is still bah , met her yesterday and i saw some changes, i guess is because of that day i scolded her and everything and yesterday she told me that she dun trust me anymore, i really dunno what to do , i really want to be like last time angie, please can yyou please gove me a chance like last time again?today on the way back , i was feeling moody and upset from last night and when i was walking along the road and suddenly a car came and honked at me and when i looked the car was right infront of me and i almost died. i miss angie alot please be the same like last time and trust me more can?(hope you can read this blog)

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