just came back from malaysia,and i guess i dun feel happy either.i have been thinking of her every single night and crying and look at our we have send for the past 10 months,

in malaysia we had bbq, even though all my relatives were having fun but not for me,i just have to use a smile to cover everything,if hurts alot.it has been the 4 days you left me already and i cant stop calling you baby, ying and other names i used to call you.i reLLY DO MISS YOU ALOT.

yesterday i watched alvin and the chipmunks in malaysia,it was very nice but tthere was one part that i suddenly just think of you and trying to hold back my tears.yesterday night, all the memories came back and i know that i was a jerk all a long, but now its over.if there is a time machine i would used it to go back to our times that we spend together happyily,i miss you alot.






i really miss you alot baby,after the broke up i guess i will not be able to get into a serious relationship anymore.even thought its just a short 1 month and 17 days but i will remember everything you've done for me.
i miss you ad yearning for you

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